“I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
Erase all the pain ‘till it’s gone”
Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say My tooth is aching than to say My heart is broken.
“I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
Erase all the pain ‘till it’s gone”
Tell me, how long do you hold onto a memory? How do you decide
between the pain of remembering and the pain of letting go?
“Libraries are places of refuge. When you’re weary of the world, tired on your feet and in your mind, go to a library.”
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If you feel that something is overwhelming you, take the time to break it up into smaller steps. We have two feet for a reason; to put one foot in front of the other. One at a time. Don’t take everything on all at once, breathe, and simply take it step by step.
She wants to be held..all her broken pieces fused back together by the love and attention of someone who sees her flaws and loves her anyway..
She wants to let go, to release the control she must maintain in her personal and professional life..
To place that trust, love, lust, and devotion at the feet of someone deserving..
She wants to be desired, lusted after, cared for, loved, fussed over, scolded to remember the little things she ignores caring for everyone else..
She wants to know there is someone else out there who can bring her to heel, control her sassy, who understands her needs and complexities..
Someone who knows what she needs even if she doesn’t know it or can’t articulate the desires that lay dormant and burning beneath her skin..
She wants to stop being in charge, to leave the decisions at the door, become a thing of beauty, attentive, understanding, and to submit her will to the right man..
She wants to lose herself in the pleasure of handing the reins to another person to use her, bend her, and mold her to their will..
She needs to let go, lose control, disappear in serving and just be…
She aches for that man, who can handle the many shades of her and who can help her discover the many facets of herself and her deepest desires..
your pain matters. the scars are your stories. they tell of your survival, don’t be ashamed.
r.h. Sin
“Let me steal you away from all of your worries, let me fill you with so much love you forget the pain.”
— allthefleekyppl
(via wnq-writers)
God sees you. He sees your pain and the struggle. He sees your heart and He won’t stop working until he’s fished. Just know that He will never leave you alone.
Keep fighting the good fight
“Moving on isn’t about forgetting them or not loving them anymore. It’s about admitting that although you may still love them, the relationship isn’t worth the pain, and you deserve better. And most important, it’s about learning to love yourself more than you love them. After this, you may stop loving them, and you may even forget them. But if you don’t, at least you won’t be sad anymore. Maybe just once in a while. You’ll be over them, because you’re in love with someone new — yourself.”
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(Adapted from quote by @motivated-mindset )